Since high school I’ve acquired a late night working habit. It’s become my routines that after I got home from school in the afternoon, I go directly to bed. Then wake up around 9.00 o’clock at night to eat my dinner. At 10.00 the rest of the family will be prepared to slumber, that’s when I start doing my homework and my other school chores. Usually I finished all those chores around 2.00 or 3.00 in the morning then go to sleep to wake up again at 5.00, take a bath and go to school at 6.00 since school started at 7.00. Those days, I attended most of my morning classes in daze. After the first break then I get my compose mentis state of mind, enough for the rest of the day till the time come home.
In my college years I was getting ‘worse’. I’ll go grumpy and bitchy for the rest of the morning to regain my usual self around lunch to launch my peak hour around 2.00 or 3.00 at noon until 7.00. Then I would go to sleep to wake up around 2.00 – 3.00 in the morning till the time I have to go to campus. I usually sleep in the car or bus that takes me to campus. The habit goes till recently.
Today I realize that recently I try to sleep early at night in order to wake up earlier. The last two days, amazingly, I woke up easily at 4.00 in the morning on a light mood and clear head. I left home before 6.00 to worship the morning sun and embrace happily the early traffic to arrive at the office in high spirit!! The realization hit me dumbstruck. Coz a part of the reason why I develop that quirky habit is because I think it’s cool to work alone at that time, when other people deep in their dream. In the hazy imagination of adolescent that habit makes me different…… cieh…… But the habit has change know and I’ve never realized it before. Like it’s developing behind my back and leave me wondering since when did I become such a morning person. I’ve become ordinary now!!! Help!!!!
11.12.2006
07.30
Early in the morning at my office!!!
In my college years I was getting ‘worse’. I’ll go grumpy and bitchy for the rest of the morning to regain my usual self around lunch to launch my peak hour around 2.00 or 3.00 at noon until 7.00. Then I would go to sleep to wake up around 2.00 – 3.00 in the morning till the time I have to go to campus. I usually sleep in the car or bus that takes me to campus. The habit goes till recently.
Today I realize that recently I try to sleep early at night in order to wake up earlier. The last two days, amazingly, I woke up easily at 4.00 in the morning on a light mood and clear head. I left home before 6.00 to worship the morning sun and embrace happily the early traffic to arrive at the office in high spirit!! The realization hit me dumbstruck. Coz a part of the reason why I develop that quirky habit is because I think it’s cool to work alone at that time, when other people deep in their dream. In the hazy imagination of adolescent that habit makes me different…… cieh…… But the habit has change know and I’ve never realized it before. Like it’s developing behind my back and leave me wondering since when did I become such a morning person. I’ve become ordinary now!!! Help!!!!
11.12.2006
07.30
Early in the morning at my office!!!
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